Assalamualaikum and hi! It's been months since I last updated about my life and everything. Since I'm still on a holiday why not I share my three-week experience in Kolej MARA Kuala Nerang. Hmm where do I start? Well, basically there are three programs in this college; matriculation, foundation for engineering and medical students. I'm sorry I can't remember the specific name for each course.

Living in a boarding school, you can't expect too much. The bathroom floor wouldn't always stay shiny, your favorite toilet wouldn't be the same for the next few hours, the sinks will have many stains on it and others. But I must say that I've never felt this happy to be apart from my family. Not that I'm happy they are not around but the surroundings there feel like home. It might be because my roommate is my best friend since we were in secondary school, it might be because my primary school friends are there with me, it might be anything else that makes it easy for me to stay and enjoy the rest of my 10 months there.

Before all of us go back and celebrate Eid Mubarak, we took a few pictures together;

Orientation week? done. So far the most interesting part every time I wake up in the morning is I'm eager to learn new things as in the subjects, how I need to manage myself every day and so on. Since the first day in KMKN I tried to be talkative, smile to whoever passes by me and not hoping for them to smile back. I used to do that back then when I was a kid but stopped when people kept giving me that weird look whenever I tried to be nice and smile at them. I wanted to change myself, I want to be able to speak up my mind, make friends, help other people and create memories there.

I can feel the positive vibe there. Hopefully, it is not just in the beginning of my journey, I really hope it remains until the end where I can achieve my own dream with my friends. I'm the type of person who gets way too motivated in the very beginning and it all fades away as I get bored or something. It worries me so much that it will happen again (happened to me before SPM) as I want to make my parents proud, again.

Okay, enough with my college story so let's move on to eid storyyy. I've got nothing much to tell but I did make an attempt to get closer to my cousins. I know it might sound weird to you, I mean "they are my cousins, why do I even need to make an attempt on such thing daahh??" being an introvert and a shy person, I didn't talk that much with my cousins like how other people do. But this year, I have the urge to do that because I'm tired of being the same quiet and boring type of cousin. We did take pictures together, chit chat and others. I really enjoyed that moment though they were so precious to me.

Here's my selfies and ootd on the first day of Eid Mubarak  :p

I guess it is not too late to wish Happy Eid Mubarak to all of my readers <3 wish me luck and have a wonderful day! :D

I just noticed that I haven't updated about my study life especially regarding my after SPM life decision that I'm going to face which is right now. So let us start from the very beginning, my SPM result. To be frank, I didn't put too much expectation on my SPM result since I was so stressed up with my test results throughout the year because, for me, I was kind of in the middle of passing and failing lol. With the pressure from my friends and other people's expectations, I felt so down to even think of getting a great result in SPM.

For the first few weeks of my 'freedom' life, I didn't really care about my result as I know how terrible I answered almost all the papers in SPM. So there was this one day I sat alone in my room and started to think if I want to achieve what I want I have to set a goal. I know it was too late to set any goals for my SPM but I just told myself  'Whatever it is, I must get 6A's and above, I don't care whether it is too late now but I must get that result.' That was like a pinky promise that I made to myself. 

Long story short, the result day arrived and my teacher was calling out names and other people went up on the stage. I could feel a lot of feelings inside of me. The moment my teacher said "That's all, the rest of you may take your result from your class teacher" I seriously felt like crying. I was the first one that went to see my teacher and when I got the result with my shaking hands, my first impression was 'I was supposed to be on the stage just now???' hahaha yes my teacher didn't call out my name to be up on the stage but that's okay. Then I kept checking up my name just in case I got the wrong one but no, it was mine and I was so shocked. Alhamdulillah, I've gotten what I want actually more than what I expected and I managed to fulfill my own promise to myself. 

Next, my decision. I received offers from the public universities and I was so confused which one I should choose. I literally just grab whatever chance that I had and applied for every public university that I want. Before that let me tell you what public university that I got accepted into:
1. UiTM (Business studies)
2. University of Malaya (Business studies)
3. Kolej Polytech MARA (Office management)
4. Kolej MARA Kuala Nerang (Matriculation -account-)
5. Kolej Profesional MARA (Business studies)

As you can see most of the offers above are my first choice which is business studies. I'm more interested in business instead of account but I have to learn account in business studies too hahaha I can't run away from it, can I?

All of the offers I got except for matriculation take 3 years to be completed so I guess you knew what my decision will be. Yes, matriculation. At first, I was so confused either to choose matriculation or the University of Malaya. It bothers me so much that not everyone gets the opportunity to study in that university but it takes 3 years for me to study instead of taking the short path to get me to the degree.  

I really hope that this is the right decision for me just like what I made back in the secondary school for my SPM. I know a lot of people said that matriculation is quite tough and I can't rest/relax just like students who chose diploma. But in my point of view, I can't judge it from what I heard because I need to experience it myself in order to know the real struggle that I have to go through and of course, I have to cope with whatever situation I'm in. Last few words from me, I will never give up and I know I can make everyone proud, again. 

Pray for my success and thank you for reading <3 

While going through my chat box I came across a message telling me I was tagged to answer 11 questions and I think what's better than knowing each other on Blogger right? So let's get startedddd


- Thank the person who tagged you (Big thanks to sis Afifah for tagging me *flying hugs* 💕)
- Answer their 11 questions
- Tag 11 people
- Give them 11 questions to answer


1. What was the last movie you watch?

Went to a midnight movie with my family and Kung Fu Yoga wasn't that bad. I thought it would be boring but I was wrong. Shout out to Jackie Chan!!

2. What are you trying to achieve in your blog?

Well, to be frank, I really want to grow more readers/followers and post a lot of beneficial posts but procrastination and consistency are my imaginary enemies.

3. Do you think you are someone with a sense of humor?

Whenever I tried to make a joke it turned out to be so lame but when I didn't, people tend to laugh at what I was saying sometimes so..I'm not quite sure

4. Imagine 10 years ago. How does that make you feel about yourself now?

She was an innocent, fat girl who's been called fat by the people around her. The innocent girl who wish she could eat all the chickens in the world HAHAHA. If only she knew how it is like to grow up...zzzz

I'm not saying I've totally improved myself but she must be grateful to be who I am now. I've tried so hard to fit in what others expected me to. From my physical look, studies, the way I treat people and others. I've gained a lot of experiences and that's what makes me who I am now.

One advice to the old me: Stop eating too much

5. How would your friend describe you?

I'm a very sensitive person when it comes to this kind of question so I avoid asking my friends T.T
I think, one of my friends will describe me as a clumsy person? or maybe ambitious. "Clumsy dan farah berpisah tiada"

6. Do you have hobbies that others might find unusual?

YES. I like to look in the mirror and do different kinds of ugly face or maybe just stare at my own face for few minutes. I only do this at home every day. Mom used to scold me because in her own theory the mirror will become uneven, I don't know if that makes any sense. I still do it to this day anyway, who cares :p

7. Have you done anything illegal?

I downloaded songs, movies and others in an illegal way. I think most people now do that right?

8. If you ended up being a prisoner, what likely to be the reason?

Spreading fake news/rumors. Sometimes I tend to trust anything I read on the internet way too easy and spread it away to my parents/friends. Should be more careful if I didn't want this to be a reality haha

9. What most likely the thing that will get you angry?

When someone changes the things that I like. For instance, if I decorated my study table by putting on fake flowers then someone moves it to another place. I know this example may sound weird to you but I'm that type of person.

10. How do you handle yourself when you get angry?

I will avoid talking to that person. It may take a few hours or up to 1 day but the longest was only 2 days. Pretending someone doesn't exist is one of my talents, I should put that on my resume.

11. Best thing to eat when you are angry?

Sweet desserts

I would like to tag these amazing people (randomly picked from my chatbox):

1. Syara
2. Fatin
3. Zlyn
4. Asyikin
5. Amer 
6. Shaf
7. Nai
8. Amani
9. Sher
10. Hidayah
11. Amirah


1. How do you start a conversation?
2. Best compliment you've received?
3. What was the last picture you took with your phone?
4. What was the last lie you told?
5. If you could wake up tomorrow in the body of someone else, who would you pick and why?
6. What cheers you up?
7. Who is your hero?
8. What have you always wanted?
9. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?
10. What question do you hate to answer?
11. What is your biggest fear?

Do it for the blog! I literally changed all of the questions. Can't wait to read your answers. Have fun answering my questions, bye!

Hi! I'm back with another 'editing' post for you guys. This time I tried out a lot of editing apps just for this post so it took a long time for me to install and edit a lot of photos. I found all of them on the internet so I think why not sharing it with my readers here. The apps I'm going to be sharing with you are the apps that you've never heard of (maybe) and same goes for me, I never know there are a lot of awesome photo-editing apps that we can use besides VSCO. I'm not sure whether these apps are also available on Android. All before and after pictures edited by me are from We Heart It and I'm so sorry for the description in each of the app suggestion below because I'm not really good in writing the description. So here we go~

1. Tadaa 

If you do not own a DSLR but are looking for an app that is similar to DSLR effects then this is the perfect one. Lately, this app has been very popular on Twitter as a lot of users promoted it as the best app they've ever used and they are totally right.

2. 1967

For me, the concept of this app is quite similar to VSCO. The effects provided in this app are awesome and I like it. Give it a try :)

3. Foodie 

Dear food lovers, this app will be your new BFF! The effects are divided into dessert and others. Believe me, this app will make your food looks yummy and gives that mouth-watering look to it. 

4. Ultralight

I don't know how to describe this app because it is just like what I'm looking for in an app. One word: awesome!

5. Withagram

With this app, you can change your background color to white or a color of your choice. It also has nice filters and editing tools for you to create different effects on your photo.

6. Defqt

This app has very unique defects that can be combined with different shapes and themes for great results on your photo. You can be creative with it and stay unique.

7. The Cool Cam

For a minimalist type of photo editor, this is the right one for you. Many new effects added and useful tools to edit your photo are waiting for you.


This is the weirdest-but-cool app I've ever installed on my phone. Despite its language, I like the way they make the photo turns into retro kind of photo quality and old camera timer, I really don't know how to describe it but it's so cool different from other photo-editing apps.

9. A Color Story

The effects and tools on this app will make your photo turns bright and produce colors that pop. You can add lens flare, creative effects and it will also make your photo looks fresh and stunning.

10. Rebelsauce

For classic film-style photographs, this photo-editing app is suitable for you. They have great tools and effects as well.

Pheww! All of these 10 photo-editing apps work amazingly if you know how to edit your photo obviously :p My favorite among all 10 apps is Ultralight. I'm so picky when it comes to editing app. I want the app to be clean/minimalistic, no ads or whatever and easy to find the tools and effects buttons because while I was experimenting other apps for this post I installed an app that I can't understand at all. I can't go back to where I was, there wasn't even a button to save my picture and I ended up not saving it and uninstalled the app.

I think most of the apps above can only be used on iPhone. So if you want me to do another post for Android version do let me know below, if not then I'm not going to do it :p

Thanks for reading, bye!

It took me years to finally update this post, I know. Oh procrastination why can't you leave me alone? Well, as I mentioned in the previous post I will update a post about VSCO editing, so here it is. For the first version of it, I come out with a not-so-fancy type of editing. This type of theme is suitable for any type of picture and daily photo. To add more attractive point to your photo you can take a picture with either brown, beige or dusty pink type of color. It can be your outfit, your bedroom, coffee and anything else but it can go well with other colors as well. 

I've prepared 5 different warm themes for you guys below. Enjoy!

Since you've owned all of the VSCO filters from my previous post, why not have a feed goal on your Tumblr and Instagram? Good luck and have fun!.


VSCO is one of the famous editing applications that contains a lot of interesting filters but not all are free to be used right? After spending hours on the internet trying to find out how to own all of the latest filters on VSCO, I finally found the thing I've been looking for. Yes, free paid filters for all of my lovely readers! So let's get into it.

Follow the steps below:

1. Uninstall your current VSCO application.

2. Click on this link. You will be directed to a download page and click download

If the page is not responding you have to open using Google Drive instead of Browser like this

3. A download tab should appear and you'll have to wait until it reaches 100%

4. Click next then install when this thing (i don't know what to call it) come into view

There you go, your free filters are ready to be used.

For the next post, I will write a tutorial for VSCO based on the famous grunge type of editing and other types of editing include pastel coming soon for Instagram users that I've just discovered. I still couldn't find this version for iPhone users but will update soon when I've found one.

If you have any problem installing the application above, do inform me in the comment section below. Bye!

Assalamualaikum and hi! I'm back with a new theme on my blog. Keep reading to know where I got the inspiration from, where to get minimalist photos and how I edited them. Enjoy!

Before this, my main theme on this blog was black and white. Every single button on my blog is either black or white. This is my previous theme color that wasn't that nice, yeah kind of boring with just black and white.

And this is the new look with pastel theme

For now, I'm satisfied with the changes I've made to my blog but there are certain things that need to redo to make it looks neater and with that, I'm actually referring to my header. Without further introduction, let me bring you to the most interesting part; sources.

Where did you get the idea of this theme? 
Well, while I was watching a youtube video about someone playing an Ouija board if I'm not mistaken, I came across one of the recommended videos on youtube which was a tutorial on how to edit pastel pictures on PicsArt. I clicked on that video and was truly amazed at the combination of pastel colors and how the youtuber combined different pictures with different colors together. I really like the idea of combining colors especially when it involves pastel.Who doesn't like pastel colors? yes, maybe I was way too passionate with pastel colors and I can't deny I'm so into it since last year. 

You can simply search on youtube 'Pastel Edit Tutorial' on youtube and there you go, lots of tutorials are waiting for you to watch them. Basically, my header and the way I edited the picture in each of my posts is inspired from this youtuber. I really like her style of editing. I've always wanted to do this type of theme but had no idea where to start from. Thanks to her for all of the amazing videos she made to help a person like me.

Where to get pastel photos like you?
I wondered the exact same thing while watching the tutorial videos, where did other people get nice pastel color photos from? Did they edit themselves? No, you can simply search it on google. Most of them on youtube didn't tell the website name and where they downloaded their pastel photos from. Let me reveal the secret, you can search any type of photos you like in The keyword is 'pastel aesthetic pack'. Just search it either on Google or on the website itself and download the pack. Make sure to give proper credit to them (I'm still figuring out how to write a proper disclaimer page). If you're not interested in that type of photos but more into the usual type of stock photos, check out this post.

What editing software did you use?
For my header, I used WPS Writer (same like Microsoft Word because I don't have one) to crop the shape of the photos, Photoscape to arrange the pictures accordingly and Gimp 2 for the transparency. While for other photos in my posts I just used Photoscape. For the editing, I explored that 3 software on my own since I couldn't even find a tutorial on how to edit the type of header that I want on the internet. I can post the tutorial if you want me to :)

My main problem after changing this whole theme is my header and menu bar are not responsive on other devices and I stressed out because of that, but now I chose not to care anymore. I wish I knew more about coding though tsk :'( Besides the unresponsive problem, I get stressed with my blog stats and followers. Yes I know I shouldn't focus on my followers and instead, write a more useful post for my readers but it bothers me sometimes. I think I should do an interesting giveaway every month, hmm we'll see.

So that's it for today's post, hopefully it is helpful for you, bye!

Having a problem as a teenager where you are too young to work but desperately in need of money to buy things your parents will not spend their money on is way too complicated. Why not work on yourself and get what you want right away? The steps are as simple as staying at home and just chill out. Some of the tips I'm going to share with you are from my own experience and some of them are my suggestions for you. Psst, this post may be longer than you expected and a lot of pictures as well.

1. Sell your old clothes
Why throw away your clothes when you can make money out of it? Selling your old clothes, shoes and other things that you think might not suit your taste anymore or probably you get bored with is one of the ways to earn money easily. You just have to take a picture, post it online and just wait for your first customer. As simple as that. There are few apps you can download to sell your used clothes; Carousell, and Shopee. These are the three apps I'm using to sell my old clothes but I guess there are other apps you can use as well or just simply create an Instagram account to sell your used clothes.
- Make sure the price of your items are affordable and reasonable. If you find it hard to get a customer, lower your price from time to time and don't forget to promote or share your items on other social medias such as Twitter and Facebook.
- Beware of scammers. Based on my own experience, scammers will avoid using the chatting system in the app itself. That means they will start a conversation saying they are interested in your item but they want to continue chatting in Whatsapp. Here's a picture of it

At first I believed one of the scammers but I figured out that the phone number used wasn't from Malaysia. Then another person did the same thing, all I did is saying I have a problem with my Whatsapp and would like to continue chatting here in the app. If that person doesn't reply to you right after you gave them that kind of answer, he/she may be a scammer.
- Take nice pictures. The way you present your items to your customers are really important. You must show them clearly the color, shape, inside and other features of your items.
- Always, always tell your customers or write in the description box if there's any defects on your items. Do not let your customers buy things from you that have defects but they have no idea about it before they purchase. It will make people lose trust on you as they can rate you on your account.

2. Sell Template
Learning how to code may be difficult at first. But isn't it cool that you can create your own website with whatever look you want based on your own style? It may takes months or years to really master the coding system but believe me, you can make a lot of money by doing this. Once you have finished learning how to code, you can try it out in your own website. When everything works out perfectly you can start selling your own template online or maybe you can edit other people's blog and charge them.
       Codeecademy and w3schools are the two websites that I found very useful and easy to learn how to code. The website I'm currently using to learn the codes is Codecademy.

This website will teach you step by step how to start your website and all. You can't proceed to the next step unless you make it correct. They also provide a self-test which is they will only give you hints and you have to type out your own codes so make sure you remember the codes you just learnt. There is also quiz to test your knowledge about what you've learned and so far I really like how they teach and tell me in details the usage or anything related to every single code. Try it out and you're welcome!

3. Use your makeup talent 
Lately I realized a lot of teenagers as young as 13 years old are all over 'makeup world' and I think this is one of the ways to earn money easily. Yes, turn your passion into money. If you think you know every single thing about makeup, just go for it girls. You can start off with your friends, relatives or someone who is close to you. Listen to their feedback and improve your talent from time to time. Once you're confident with your talent, you can start promoting on social medias by taking pictures of the makeup look that you think will attract a lot of people online. There you go, people will start asking you for price and others.
      Make sure your price is lower that the normal makeup artists as a beginner, you can increase the price when you have your own regular customers and a lot of reservations. You can begin with birthday party makeup, prom night makeup for your friends or seniors and others. After you've gained a lot of experiences from the small events then you can try out with bigger events like wedding, solemnization and even for freelance models. For beginners, you can learn by watching Youtube videos.

She is one of my favourite youtubers. Besides make up tutorial she also makes try-it videos where you can know whether the products really work. There are a lot of beginner friendly type of videos from local and western youtubers. Have fun experimenting it on your face!

4. Handmade Products
Instead of doing nothing during your leisure time why not fill it with something you can make money from. DIY projects are easy to do as the items needed to do your own handmade products are cheap and affordable. Usually I will buy my handmade product supplies from Daiso and Popular. Doing handmade products can actually earn you some money. You can make stationery holders from Mason Jars like this

The things you need are paints, watercolor brushes and Mason Jars. You can create your own attractive design or you can let your customers choose their own design and all you have to do is beautify the Mason Jars. Besides stationery holders, you can also do DIY planner for your schoolmates or online customers.

Basically you just need to buy a RM5 notebook and decorate it with washi tapes, stickers, bookmark, motivational quotes and others. Promote it to your schoolmates and create an account on other social medias as well. You can have different design with different price. Other than that, you can also do decorative stuff like a banner, organizer by using a box, canvas with unique design, pillow case with used/new clothes, wish cards and a lot more. You can find many ideas on Pinterest and Youtube.

5. Paid Review
Many online business founders need their products to be promoted in cheaper way since they might just started their business. By having Blogger, Twitter and Instagram accounts you can have your own paid review section. You can start with RM1-RM5 paid review which I saw a lot of people done that in the beginning of their paid review. Make a description that can catch people's attention and make them want to buy the products you're promoting. Don't forget to post your customers positive feedback on your social medias in order to get a lot more customers coming for you.

6. Babysitting 
Babysitting can be a paid job for all ages. However, it is best known as a temporary activity for young teenagers who are too young to be eligible for employment in the general economy. If you're busy with your student life during the weekdays you can babysit on the weekend. Set the price based on how long you need to take care of the kid. If you still need to babysit after 7p.m you can increase the price but make sure it's reasonable. 

There you have it, all six ways to earn money are just my suggestions and from my point of view. Maybe you have more than that to share with me. First thing first, figure out what's your real talent. It might be doing makeup, doodling, video editing and so on. Make money with what you're good at. At first I thought I got no talents at all but I do have my own passion on decorating stuff and more to DIY projects. How about you? 

Hopefully you find this post helpful, bye.

Hey guys I'm back again with a new post about my top 5 skin care products. Actually I have more than that but I limit it to only 5 products because I use them more often than the others. Meaning I use the other products just when there are pimples on my skin or maybe when I get tanner which is quite rare for me so yeah I rarely use them. Okay I should stop with the long-and-not-so-interesting introduction so let's get into it!

These are my 5 skin care products that I use every single day to keep my skin hydrated and moisturize my skin as well. (Garnier is counted as one product just in case you get confused :p)

I guess these products are familiar to you as you can simply get them from Mydin, Watsons, Guardian and other skin care product stores. I'll start off with my facial skin care product which is Garnier Light Complete. I've been using this product since I was 14 years old. Before that I used Fair & Lovely. The result after using Fair & Lovely was excellent but I kept having only one pimple on my face which is so weird. Once the pimple has gone, another one will pop up and it kept happening on my face so I stopped using it and chose Garnier. Overall I'm satisfied with what Garnier has done to my skin, it keeps it hydrated only when I use the cream. What I mean is my skin will get very dry if I didn't use the cream right after I used the cleanser but it wouldn't be a problem to me. It takes a long time to take your skin to another level as in to get fairer than your old skin and I think it does nothing other than just to keep your skin moist but I like it.

The second product is Bio-Oil. This product takes around 2 weeks or more to actually show the real result on your skin. I always apply it once a day instead of twice because I don't really like the oily texture on my skin and having a very oily skin throughout the day so I just apply it at night before I go to sleep. This product is not just to apply on scars but also on dry skin and stretch marks on any of your body parts. I kind of apply it all over my face because I have few unseen scars which is only I myself can see it lol and I also have a combination of dry and oily face especially on the 'T' zone. Basically I apply this product right after applying the Garnier cream and yes I don't use night cream, just one cream for both day and night.

For my under eyes area, Clinelle Eye Bright cream is the perfect one for me. I really like this cream because it has a very light texture; almost like water which is easy to apply and not sticky and oily at all. I can't tell the result yet because I just used it on December, 2016 but I think it's doing its job well and I can feel the changes around my eyes area. They become so soft and the cream takes a really short time to absorb into my skin which is great! I really recommend this cream to those of you who are still looking for under eyes cream. I bought this on Lazada but you can get it from Guardian as well. I apply this cream twice daily and at night I will apply it right before I sleep. I don't apply the Garnier cream around my eyes area as I'm scared it's not going to work for the eye cream as I think the Garnier cream will block it from doing its great job on my skin. Yeah that's how my imagination works :D

I'm not sure if a lot of people are still using cold powder these days as there are lots of modern products in a form of creams, supplements and others but I prefer this traditional way that works amazingly on my skin. I bought this cold powder from my dad's friend, his mom I guess, done it in a traditional way which is why I like it so much. I used to buy a modern type of cold powder which they put other substances in it instead of producing it in a traditional way. It sucks, seriously. My face become resistant to water and I can't wash my face as whenever I do, the water didn't absorb into my skin so I threw it away. For this cold powder, I put it on after I've applied all the creams above and go to sleep. In the morning I will wake up with the dry cold powder all over my pillow and my shirt. Sometimes when I'm lazy I will just apply it when I have a pimple on my face.

As for my body skin, the only product I use is Vaseline. I was attracted to try this product because of the advertisements on the television so I think why not give it a try and yes I really like it. There are many types of body lotions that Vaseline has came out with. If you just want to keep your skin moist all the time you can try the yellow colored bottle. Mostly the pink one is for fairer skin tone. Usually I only apply it on my skin at night or when I go out because it will get very sticky when I wash my hands and I don't really feel comfortable with it. So far this is the best body lotion I've ever used and will never regret using it. The result can be seen in just few days of using it. It may be vary on different types of skin.

Before ending this long post, just to remind you that whatever product you are using make sure it has important details that can ensure that it is safe to use and does no harm to your skin such as KKM validation and make sure it doesn't contain any harmful substance like mercury. I've seen a lot of unwanted things happened to those people who were eager to get fairer skin by using harmful products that give a significant impact faster than other products, as fast as 1 day of using it and the truth is it actually can lead to death. Remember, the longer you wait, the better it is for your skin.

Bye, x

I know I'm kind of left behind with the new year post almost everyone posted in their blogs. I had writer's block that caused me to have difficulties in writing new post for the year 2017 as I had no idea what kind of content I should deliver to my readers. But here I come out with my new year resolutions. It may sounds cliche and normal as well because I guess a lot of bloggers out there have written the same thing but I promise you mine would be different or maybe more interesting (I hope so). Well, you read and judge then :)

2016 is a year full of ups and downs. I've learnt a lot of things in that precious year. The most lesson that hit me deep in the soul is loyalty. I'm not talking on behalf of "girlfriend" or in a relationship kind of thing. I'm talking in general. I realized as I grow older, people tend to leave. I hated it at first but once I've gotten the reasons why they left I can't be more than grateful to have people who still stay by my side. My parents, friends, grandparents and my one and only sister. They are my backbones. As for the year 2017, I want to appreciate them more & more because I know I kind of neglect them sometimes and being that kind of selfish ass. Also, I want to do my best in everything just for them and take everything seriously including my studies soon. I will always be there for my family and I swear nobody can replace my funny, spontaneous yet loving father and my responsible and sweet mother.

I know I sound so emotional but I wasn't planning to type that kind of emotional thing I just happened to have full of feelings when I'm writing this post. For my second resolution, in the year 2017 I want to be organized. Meaning I want all of my things to be well organized and I don't wanna be that kind of messy and untidy Farah ever again. First of all, my room. I'm still in my process of beautifying my room. Most of the things I used for the decorations are DIY by me and inspired by youtube videos and tumblr, we heart it and pinterest images. I'm so into doing this kind of thing i just love it! The theme I chose is pastel, black and white. I will post it here once I've done with the painting and decorating stuff. The reason why I want my room to be organized is I want to feel happy whenever I enter my room without the feeling of... I don't know how to describe it. Another thing is I want to have my own planner.

THIS IS HOW PLANNERS LOOK LIKE (in case you're wondering)

They are so nice, aren't they? I'm planning on doing it myself which is my another DIY project besides my room. I believe this planner can give me motivations on being an organized person and it will keep me updated with what's going on in my life.

I'm not sure if this resolution will come true or just a dream that will never become a reality. I'm actually very interested in having my own channel on youtube. Maybe because I watched a lot of vlog and tutorial kind of videos by youtubers that make me go crazy on becoming one. I don't know, I'm still thinking about it. Well if I were to have my own channel, I would like to do any kind of tutorials, life hacks and other things that will benefit other people too and not barely just to become famous or anything but I guess that will be my new hobby. The problem is I don't have a good quality camera and good lighting. Well maybe I should buy them soon. Should I? Hmm the thought of becoming a youtuber always wandering in my mind. Sometimes I will record my own self acting as a youtuber and talk about random things just to know how it feels like to be a youtuber. It may sounds silly but I actually did it hahaha. The only thing I'm not sure about is can I face the hatred from people if they don't like what I do, will I stay strong or just stop whatever I'm doing because I'm not brave enough to read their hate comments or anything? Hmm, nevermind I'll will consider it.

Not to forget in my 2017 resolutions is I want to be a good cook just like my very-good-at-everything mom. I want to learn many kind of malay cuisines not just focus on baking which is easy for me. I know my mom is a great teacher to start with other than mr. google and youtube. I also want to know types of fish, vegetables and everything about cooking. I want to be just like my mom who knows almost everything about it. I don't know why I love to cook since small besides sewing. Wife-material much huh? lol. I hope I can learn as much as I can with the talented teacher at home and will try my best to be a good one and able to cook for my entire family as what I did before.

There you go my four 2017 resolutions and I really hope I can realize all of them in this year. I know I have more than that like to be more fashionable and so on but I don't want to set too many goals because I don't want to disappoint myself for not being able to achieve it. So that's it for today's post. Thanks for reading and pardon my errors or anything because IMMA LAZY ASS to edit it :p